Seeing as my paid account expires in two days, I've decided to rid myself of this journal and start a new one. I don't feel the name fits me anymore and all the content I've written on here in the past few years pretty much irritates me, so I'm starting clean at a new username.

I'm now rainbowlies.
If you're interested in keeping me as a friend, PLEASE ADD ME. If you don't add me, I'll just assume its because we don't talk much anymore or don't have anything in common. It won't offend me. I've gunked up my friends lists with so many communities its kinda ridiculous. My interests have changed quite a bit in a few years, so its like a cleanse for me. I'll feel better in the end.

So today I turned 18.
And I'm pretty sure no one remembered.
But its expected.
Even my mom had other things to do, since there was a dinner at church so she helped.
But we ended up going to Mattoon.
So I bought a micro SD card for my phone.
And a new MP3 Player since my iPod finally went to iPod hell.
I got some other stuff from random people at church.
And J got me The Departed.
And Amy got me Harold and Kumar go to White Castle.

I told mom I'm getting my nose pierced on Tuesday, and I didn't really care if she didn't like it.
She was angry.
But I really don't care, b/c its my body.

Birthdays make me really depressed.
Always.
Probably because my parties are never as good as anyone elses.

So here it is.
Last nights Veronica Mars made me cry.

Today I watched Super Size Me. Its safe to say I will not eat McDonalds for a long time, if EVER again.
My house smells like jumbalaya and it reeks. I hate that stuff and when mom makes it the house smells like it, even upstairs in MY ROOM. Its gross and I almost threw up from it earlier.

I haven't eaten meat all day, to see it I could survive being a vegetarian. I probably cannot survive much longer. I really like chicken.

For lunch I just had some lettuce, two baby carrots, and some water. Score. Breakfast was just some raisin bran and some milk.

My birthday is in 4 days.
F O U R.
D A Y S.
1 8 !

Yeah.
By the way this is during the set up of the homecoming dance. I'm on the left. Garet is in the middle and Alycia is on the right. I'm the fat one.

I've been thinking about college and about what I want to do.
I've had the plan to go in for graphic design for a couple years now, but is that really what I want to do?
Not really.
I want to work in film.
To direct.
Or produce.
Anything.
But is that a realistic career goal? No.
I want to direct indie films. Is that so much to ask?

Anyways, I think I'm going to dye my hair today.
And then watch Entourage some more.

I'm feeling better. I swear I was almost dying last night. I think I had a fever of about 189 degrees. I could barely sleep. I'm trying to will the sickness away. It might be working a little, but its not like I can do anything tonight anyways because it snowed again. I HATE driving in snow.

And a picture to make me feel better...
( Guess who??? )

I really hate being sick.
I went to school this morning and felt ok except for a desire to cough in my throat.
Then during P.E. I felt worse. Body aches started taking over.
By third hour I had a full-fledged fever and cough and stuff.
Fourth hour I decided I was gonna stay home the rest of the day.

Why do I have to get sick on a weekend?
UGH.

So i'm trying out this new layout, and I really like the look of it. Its Expressive or something, in S2. I wish I could add my own header and change the colors and stuff. Does anyone know how to do that, or even if I can?

I'd appreciate any help.
In other new I got Entourage Season 2 last night. ♥ ♥ ♥

ETA: Macklyn (yourock_rock just came by and dropped off a birthday present. It was wrapped and everything. V.V. nice. :D It consisted of the book "The Perks of Being a Wallflower", a copy of mewithoutYou's new album, and a birthday mix. ♥'s Macklyn.

So my new fandom happens to be Entourage.
I bought season 1 back in October and never finished it, but seeing as my Jeremy Piven love has skyrocketed, I finished it and I'm in love with Ari Gold, because he's such a freaking asshole.

( Ari Gold )

I really want season 2 now. I'm going to check Amazon.

Also, I have like six days off in a row. I had yesterday off and they called me today and told me I didn't have to go in because the roads were still bad. Then I'm off thurs-mon. Its going to suck on my check, but still.

11 DAYS UNTIL I TURN 18.

Valentines Day sucks. I'm sick of spending it alone.

Horrible weather here.
Its pretty bad.
I'm trying to suck up to Matt so he'll give me a ride to Amy's tonight and we can watch Veronica Mars together, because its tradition.
And he has four wheel drive.
And mom won't let me drive.
And she refuses to take me.
So its left up to him.
But i'm pretty sure he hates me.

I watched The Family Man today just for Jeremy Piven.
Is that sad?
Probably.

Work cancelled the meeting we were supposed to have tonight, thank God.
I hope we don't have school tomorrow.

I went and saw Smokin' Aces Friday night.
By far the best movie i've seen since The Departed. Those are just about the only two good movies i've seen in a long time. All the others disappoint.

And now i'm slightly in love with Jeremy Piven.

Work is wearing me out. Got my first check and it was nice.

So right now I'm on a quest for some new music, and I'm lost. I don't even know what to begin to download.

So as a person on my flist, PLEASE leave a comment and recommend a poor girl some new music. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.

I like anything, excluding rap, country, or metal. Lately I've been into the more techno-ish, trip-hop, whatever kind of music. Anything rock is good too. I really need this b/c i'm getting sick of the music on my iPod. You don't have to upload any unless you want to, just recommend a band, a song, an album, whatever.

Help me.

Also, this awesome meme I stole from girlbyjuly

( iPod Movie Soundtrack Meme thing )

So I just made this header, which I love, and I tried to make it into a layout, but I failed miserably.

( From Yesterday )

I love it a lot, and I think its pretty, but I'm horrible with codes. I'd like to make its a flexible squares layout, but I know nothing about it. If any of you know and might be willing to help me, i'd really appreciate it. If not, thats cool too.

I'm seriously going to freak out on my little brother. That little asshole gets away with everything. He can talk back to mom, throw my bookbag across the room and still manage to get me in trouble, all because I'm on the computer and I won't let him get on b/c i'm in the middle of something. All he wanted to do is get on myspace. Stupid little dipshit. And mom still managed to yell at me because i'm such a horrible person. I can't wait to get out of this house and not have to deal with this crap anymore.


I really need to study for my Business Law test. She threw a test over three chapters on us right before exams. Her tests are usually hard over one chapter, and this is over THREE. I'm screwed.

Tomorrow I go get my drug test and Tue. I start Menards. Yay.